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It's hard to believe it's almost 7 years since I first started writing here at DS. I just took a quick glance back at the dates. Today went better then expected I guess.  I didn't manage to get up...

I did a few things differently today then I have been.  I ended up calling the social worker that helps people who are connected to organization I am living with.  I haven't been in contact with...

So after what happened last night I wrote an email to my naturopathic doctor and told her how useless mobile crisis was and that I wouldn't be calling them again anytime soon.  She called them and...

Am I the only person who can end up in more of a crisis from calling the local crisis line then just trying to deal with things on my own?!  Because it sure feels like it.  I was honest with my...

Not so good again today but better then I was when I woke up.  I drank probably half a bottle of cough syrup a couple hours before going to bed last night....I don't recommend it.  I'm not sure how...

Not really doing well at all.  There's good times but it seems the dark difficult times are outweighing them.  I'm still trying though.  I open my curtains and blinds and even a few times have...

Here's a bit of what I said to a friend tonight when she made the connection that my moods seem to get worse after I've had my day of facebook...she was asking if it might be withdrawal. "Dunno...I...

Haven't really been feeling up to writing in here the last few days.  Some days are good, some days are bad.  I can't seem to get a grip or find stability for more then a few days.  The weather...

I survived Snowpocolypse as it's been dubbed around these parts.  The wind is still howling today but it's otherwise a beautiful day...or well, sunny anyway!  We got lots and lots of snow and wind...

Go figure.  I struggle with sleep for weeks and the day of a impending snow storm that I don't care to witness and I'm wide awake before 6am.  It's almost 7am now and not so much a snow flake has...

Another good day overall.  It was slow to start, I need to figure out a way to stop fighting the snooze button but when you're more asleep then awake it's hard to change something that you do...

Feeling a bit better today.  Mom came over and helped me catch up on the dishes so I just have the cat water fountain dish to clean.  Tomorrow or Wednesday I'll hopefully be able to wash out the...

Changing things up just a little on here.  Changed the font type and size and updated to a more recent picture.  Can't believe the other one was from 8 years ago give or take a few years on either...

Another overall good couple of days.  Yesterday I went out with friends...first time out of the apartment in a week.  That also means I finally got myself in the shower.  I had a great time out,...

Feeling better today other then my insanely messed up sleep.  So the trazodone kicked in pretty quick and I was in bed and asleep before midnight...however, I was also wide awake again by 2am!  Not...