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Most of today I actually felt pretty bad/sad but I'm okay right now.  My sleep is epically messed up...I just decided to start with the trazodone again short term to try to regulate things so if...

another "minor" OD last night...totally messed up emotionally...thoughts are bad...don't think I'll do anything major but just not in a good place yesterday and today... I don't like that I'm falling...

To be completely honest I'm not sure how I'm doing at the moment. Yesterday was an off day...I was a major grumpy pants and kept having stupid thoughts about self harm. Today, at almost 8:30am, I...

Another busy day.  Had a hard time waking up and getting out of bed.  Finally did and had to rush to get ready for my appointment and get out the door.  Made it there just in time.  Had...

Well that was mean.  My page reloaded or did something and erased my entry that I was in the middle of writing.  Oh well...nothing I can do about it now. It was another good day overall. My...

Overall good day aside from the late start.  Slept in, rushed to get ready for appointment, had acupuncture, out with mom for errands.  Lots of running around.  Enjoyed supper out and didn't stick...

I'm not really sure what to write. Doesn't seem much point the last few days.  I completely wasted Sunday on FB although I think I either did some dishes or made a decent supper...or both.  It's a...

I feel sad today...and confused.  I really want to learn more about Lent and also to bring my relationship with God closer.  I feel like I need to add something but every time I think I've figured...

Had my appointment with psychiatry today.  It went well but if we don't start seeing a trend towards more good days then bad we may need to adjust the prozac.  I'm hoping that we don't get to that...

Just about through the second day without FB...today wasn't as hard to avoid it as yesterday was. I am still spending too much time on the computer but getting things done that I've been saying for a...

Wow, a long day it has been but I've made out relatively okay.  It started at some inhumane hour (for a non morning person anyway) of about 5:30am...BEFORE the alarm clock even went off.  6am was...

Having a total I'm hating myself kind of day.  I don't know why other then probably hormones.  Period started.  I'm a mess.  My thoughts are hitting extreme lows and I keep catching myself...

I'm doing alright.  I do think I'm heading back on the upswing but slowly.  I did a couple days of workouts but took a break over the weekend since I was busy Saturday with family stuff and Sunday...

Since I wrote last I had another bad day (Tuesday) but Wednesday and Thursday (today) were actually good.  I think, hope, pray that I'm on the upswing.  I did hear back from my psychiatrist though...

I actually am feeling a fair bit better today.  I woke up before noon...more then an hour before my alarm clock was set to go off.  I lazed in bed for awhile, called my psychiatrist and left a...