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So the finance shit started yesterday when I asked my father about the refund for the plane ticket. I do rely on them at the moment to help with my health bills. They pay for all of that but my...

Clearly today just is not my day. My dad wanted to talk to me about finances etc since I was upset from this morning. I finally called him back tonight because my mom send me an email saying that I...

Something has seriously happened with my moods. They are completedly wacked now.I have been looking for dates and such to go and visit my sister. My dad said I was getting money back from my tiecket...

Today was HARD AS SHIT.The depressing, cold, rainy, overcast weather makes things so much worse for me. Woke up in a depressed lazy mood. Did not want to get out of bed, but when I got up I couldn't...

Yesterday I had a GREAT therapy session :) When I was telling joanna about the day and night before, she was actually laughing at how i acted and responded to my parents. Also at what i had said at...

Mom and dad came home last night. I really wish I could send my mother back to Germany….FOR GOOD! PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!! Yesterday was wonderful- until I picked my mother and dad up from the airport. I...

Today starts the countdown. 365 days until our wedding :) Again today I spent the morning trying to figure out jobs etc. I spoke with the owner of the pet walking company i work for, and she gave me...

today sucks.woke up at 5am for no reason. woke up every hour for no reason and then eventually could not go back to sleep.i dont want to do anything and i dont feel like anything is going to change...

So...I woke up every hour last night and finally decided to get up at 5am.  Been thinking a lot about what i can do as a job that incorporates working with animals. So many ideas have come up.But...

Yesterday:What the hell do I want to do in life? I want to work in the health field- health promotion/community health/health education- promotes health awareness and healthy living. But how do I get...

I have been extremely exhausted all week. I am not sleeping well at all. Joanna is still perplexed by all of this since I am on trazadone. I wake up multiple times at night and can barely keep my...

 Crew meeting tonight. Well prior to going I was pretty upset to begin with. At the beginning of the meeting the President, Bill, asked the coaches to say something to start off the meeting. So Mike...

so jsut now before carlos left for work he gave me another list of people he came up with. then i noticed his mom didnt put his father or any of his fathers relatives down. carlos then said he...

so....that 'friend' lindsay just sent me a message on facebook saying 'hi, how are you'. I said fine and she asked if i went ot that program in falls church. What a fucking idiot. I told her a week...

NO MORE ENSURE!!! Jill took me off my Ensure supplements today!!! Just enlive now!!!! That was my good news of the day. Other good news is that I had dinner with a friend from Reflections- though I...