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It's weird, I don't have any of the crazy emotions here that I have had constantly over the past months, even through last weekend. I believe it is partly due to the fact that everything is laid out...

First day was good. The meals are fine. They started me low so it's really simple actually, just like I have been eating at home. Today for lunch i'm having vegetable lasagna and dinner some fish....

Been up since 6am. So nervous, scared, anxious, etc. Last night Joanna and I spoke briefly on the phone, and for the first time she actually said, "you need this and you have to go. you made the...

Okay. I was not prepared for this. I had a fantastic session with Joanna today and got a lot accomplished. Basically, I don't think I want to do nursing. I have just been convincing myself that I do...

I did an intake assessment via the phone with the intake coordinator today. I also spoke to my dietitian who met with the Director of the program yesterday. Jill just confirmed my decision to go...

What I sent Joanna yesterday evening...Joanna,I know that I should not send this, yet I am. I have had up's and down's after seeing you this afternoon. I want to say I need help- but then I go back...

Joanna had read the email by the time I went in for our session. I had everything planned to say etc but that didn't happen because of what my dad wrote. I told her my weight yesterday she said (that...

So I was going to write in here what I wrote in my hand written journal. Basically I don't know what to do. Yesterday it was 101.5 Today at the same time I weighed myself yesterday with the exact...

So all I have to be tomorrow is 100.0 and fuck when I weighed myself today it was 101.5 Grrrr.This morning I was planning to go to my father inlaws house to reorganzie the basement for him. LOTS of...

Today was good- I kept busy and even visited my friend who is in the ED unit at Reflections. We had a grand time chatting, ect.Afterwards I did some errands and then met up with my parents to look...

okay he called me back.apparently i was not paying attention or did not remember what he had told me in regards to taking the ativan. he wants me to decrease it to .5mg 3x a day verses 1mg 3x a day...

I am so nervous. Dr Ceaser asked me to call him after i met with jill on thursday and joanna on friday as to what plan we decided and to set up another appt. So i called him and told him the plan. he...

This morning I woke up in a fantastic mood! Walked into my appt with Joanna with smiles and lots of energy. Well, that got shot down pretty quickly. When I went in to see Joanna this morning, she...

What a great day!!This morning I had to wonderful opportunity to meet Frankie :) We had such a lovely time! She is an absolute charm :) We were both very nervous because we had never talked in...

i sent the last journal to my dad...he responded...carlos text me and said we are going to go to the movies...im so confuseddaddy's response:"Steff,First, everyone needs someone they can confide in...