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I am so exhausted. All that I have done the past many days has caught up with me. And I think I have fucked myself over regarding all I have to do this week. I took on two more clients just for this...

Weekend has been busy- which is good. I have had a lot of negative thoughts and did slip on food I think, but then again am not really sure.Friday afternoon after my dog walks I went to my parent's...

I have been in a very positive, upbeat, and wonderful mood today! Though I did something bad this morning :( I was tired of being a fat lazy ass and had to move. I couldn't take it any longer. So I...

-didn't like it when Carlos said that I am looking more like a woman and not a little girl. Fuck that. I want to be a little girl. Fuck growing up.-I hate my boobs. I'd rather starve and have them...

Great night!!Just shipped my parents off to Germany for 3 weeks. And we are having a major thunderstorm!! Best night ever!!

Maybe I didn’t really learn to regulate my emotions… I am now pondering as to whether I agree with what Marisa had mentioned to Joanna in regards to regulating my emotions. I feel there are A LOT...

I am one massive fat fuck right now. Following everything and doing well, but in complete utter disgust with my body. Fat is flowing out everywhere. My boobs are huge. I feel fat flowing out of my...

Today went well. It was odd not going to Reflections, and to be quite honest, I missed it. I really miss Lydia. She came in about 1 1/2 weeks ago to the program and I took her in under my wing. She...

Discharged. I can't believe the day is here. I have never had this much confidence and determination in myself before.This program has been amazing. It has been challenging, but very helpful. Not...

Discharge set for friday! New job starts a week later!!

Today is a GREAT, FANTASTIC, ASESOME, FABULOUS, PHENOMENAL, TERRIFIC DAY!!!That has been my mantra since I woke up...and it has worked! I realized why I was in such a funk. It goes back to how I...

Shitty. That's basically all I can say about this weekend. My hyper manic mood has gone down the toilet and now i am in a deep depressive state. I just want to die. I don't give a flying fuck about...

Gave them all the letter this morning. Dr Frenkel did not look like he agreed. After the daily treatment planning meeting that all the staff have, he pulled me aside and said that they are going to...

SOOO MUCH ENERGY!!!!!!!!! And have been in such an AMAZING mood today!!!I got in contact with someone from Arbor Place (place i had the job interview) today and they are going to get back to me. The...

so i started a journal this morning but then had to get off the computer and lost it....so now its going to be about the entire day lol.here is what carlos sent me this morning "Good morning, Pisco...