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Much better day!!!Last night I ended up in even more pain because a headache I had throughout the day turned into a migraine. I was keeling over in pain but didn't say anything. One of the nurses...

i am in so much pain right now. it is not even funny. i am feeling so sick to my stomach right now. the past two days have been horrible food wise. i thought it got easier as time went on. i just...

Today has been a GREAT day!!Meeting with Dr Frenkel went well. He said to me that he really appreicated me having enough trust in him to allow him to read my journal. He said that it is very helpful....

Okay....so I'm SUPER excited about Irene! I know it's fucked up but I love this kind of shit! It's completely dark outside and the wind is kicking up already. She is moving faster than anyone...

Thanks everyone. You are the best!Spoke to Joanna just now and feel a lot better. I was not sure if some of the things regarding therapy etc that I have been suggested/asked to do were going to be...

Okay....so last night kind of went down hill. Carlos and I spoke about the session and I asked him to please give me his schedule for next week to make another time.We also had some emails back and...

Had a WONDERFUL and very accomplishing therapy session with Carlos. It was really helpful and I think continuing will help us in our relationship for life. The family lunch with Carlos was fantastic...

Thanks for the support everyone! Another increase in meal plan today.Don't know what I was thinking while choosing my meals for today...clearly I wasn't thinking. Some how I managed to put majority...

totally had an earthquake today.it was pretty sweet.i was so excited, sat there and then ran to the window. lol. i love earthquakes.everyone else freaked!then someone yelled at me to get into the...

Today has been good. I woke up still pissed off and angry from yesterday but have been positive. Increased meal plan is okay. Really full but okay.Finally had a session with my 'therapist' aka...

Another meal increase. I added two things to my meal plan and then am trying an Enlive. It's a juice made by Ensure. I'll try it today and if I don't like it my dieitician and I will switch to...

last night was rough. I had A LOT of thoughts through my head. I was so uncomfortable and disgusted with my body that I wanted to rip apart my body.I wanted to rip my insides out and throw it away. I...

Clearly the nutrition is doing it's job as it is giving me more energy! Even though I definitely have a baby belly like Karin described, I know it will go away and spread out. Today my meal plan was...

Last night laying in bed I said, fuck it. I'm going to do this and do it right. I'll leave when they tell me I am medically steady and ready. It will be fine. They do agree with the weight though- my...

P.S. As time goes on I most likely will NOT write as much. These are basically my updates to my father. Today was partially difficult in that during my family session with carlos because the...