tuxedomck

Ok. So I have been avoiding DS for a while since all the drama that went on. Looks like things def calmed down on here but it is too much for me. I have made friends that I hope to keep for a...

Okay....so last night I couldn't fall asleep. Shocker- that's pretty much typical for me. Well, I was laying there for HOURS upon HOURS doing Sudoku puzzles in hopes that my eyes would shut. While...

I'm stuck. I'm stuck in a rut and I don't know how to get out.My appt with my psychiatrist went okay last night- we are going to up my meds a little. Hopefully with a change in meds and leaving my...

OK- so i'm going to post this as best as i can. I have had a few beers after a rough ass day so who knows how this post will sound....1st- day started iwth me wakin up at the crack of dawn, not being...

I am so unhappy right now. I think it's my job. I'm really hating it. I hate every minute of it. I try to find the good things associated with it, but there really are none right now. I wake up in a...

So today I have my weekly D and T meetings. Eeeek.I haven't been doing too well. First off my D asked me to not weigh myself this week. Weighed myself the two days after I met with her (so last Wed...

(meant to post this last night) I have been laying in bed trying to fall asleep, but throughts from my appointments today kept interrupting. So here's how they went.... My Dietitian appt went okay....

I feel so fucking fat....not fat acutally, obese right now. I feel disgusting. I'm disgusted in myself. I have been eating pretty normal dinners and I feel nasty. I fee gross. I just want to crawl...

I feel really dizzy right now. This day has gone by so fast- I don't know where it has gone. So much shit has gone on at work today- I can't even think straight. My brain hurts- I feel like crap.I...

I just want to write and say thank you to everyone on DS for your support. You all are such wonderful and encouraging people.Today has been a MUCH better day than this past week. I went to practice...

i don't know what's going on with me. i don't get it. i want to ask for help to get through this but i dont know how. and i dont know what to ask for. i dont know how to even describe what is going...

Cried myself to sleep last night. Today has been worse. I am miserable and in a lot of emotional pain. I don't know how to control myself. I want to runaway.

not too hot right now.pretty pissed.came up with an amazing idea to get an old coach back on board to coach the novice women at langley...he sent me a message last night saying he saw that we still...

Good session with Joanna yesterday. Question is, what occured for me to be able to handle various extremely difficult situations that I had over the past few days soo fucking well? It's great...but...

just found out that my parent's are staying at their house for 3 more years. they are not putting it on the market this year. wtf? ahhhhhhhhhh now i'm really cranky.