DianeMTB

Daily Strength has been my life line in my loss of Smokey.  I don't know how I could have gone thru it without sharing with others who have faced the same situation.  I have my faith in God which...

My moods seem to be like a yoyo:  happy/sad, good/bad etc.  You get the idea.  This morning I felt good and thought maybe my six month grieving process is coming to an end.  Now I can feel the...

I am so sad at home and miss Smokey so much.  When I go out I seem like I am a different person.  Why?  I don't understand.  It is going on 6 months on the 15th of May.  At times, I am utterly...

I would not survive my husband's death without my DS friends.  You have supported me throughout my horrible ordeal and even now when I have really bad times.  I just wanted to say thank you to...

Sometimes the desire to keep on living anymore vanishes like now.  I was writing a journal entry, sent it, lied my head down on my desk and cried wishing I was not here anymore.  I wish I had a...

Why do some people bounce back more quickly than compared to other people when they lose someone special in their life?  I don't get it at all.  Some people after three months have a better...

I miss my Smokey 100 % and would like him back but it is not going to happen.  No other guy on God's green earth will compare to my Smokey.  No one.  Yesterday was Friday April 30 was my Smokey's...

Today would be my Smokey's birthday - 61 years old.  I thought I would be a lot sadder today but it was last night I really poured out a storm of tears.  Today my brother Don is trying to get me...

The paperwork after your loved one dies sucks.  It is not fair that the person you loved most in the world dies.  The insult to injury is all the paperwork, getting rid of stuff, clearing up...

I felt the utter hopelessness without my Smokey this afternoon and just poured out my heart felt tears.  I can't see life without my Smokey.  What's the point?  The apartment is like a ghost...

I felt the utter hopelessness without my Smokey this afternoon and just poured out my heart felt tears.  I can't see life without my Smokey.  What's the point?  The apartment is like a ghost...

It's been 30 years since I lived alone and now without my Smokey no wonder I am taking it so very hard.  In 1980, I lived with my ex-husband and then we got married for 16 1/2 years, left him &...

I am having a hard time as it is Smokey's birthday on Friday.  The first one without Smokey.  My heart is so heavy I had a hard time meditating and praying this morning.  There is much on my...

It is Smokey's birthday next Friday on April 30th.  It is making me sad.  Also, today I had to deposit the CPP Death Benefit, which also made me sad.  I guess there will be a lot of lasts for...

I am not interested in anything after losing my Smokey.  Entertainment isn't the same thing.  Shopping isn't the same thing.  Nothing is the same thing without my Smokey.  How can it be?  The...