DianeMTB

When you are mourning the loss of your loved one, it makes you sensitive to things or peoples feelings.  I just want to scream.  My friend Wendy and I are meeting this Thursday for breakfast at...

I still ache and am in pain for the loss of my husband Smokey.  It's been just over 3 months as he passed away on Nov. 15, 2009 a date I will never ever forget as it is etched in my memory banks...

Any advice on how to deal and cope with my adult brother that has Asperger's Syndrome.  It is not easy and at times I lose my patience especially now along side the loss of my husband of ten...

I looks as if I am having more better days than bad days.  I thought that once but went into one whole week of not sleeping very well.  I am lulled into a false pretense of having more better days...

Grief!  Anger!  Lack of patience!  These are all me.  I feel so bad but lately my grief has come out in the form of anger.  When my older Asperger minded brother Don comes over, I yell at him. ...

I am sitting in my chair watching TV then it hits me how much I miss Smokey.  It is peculiar how it can hit you just out of the blue like that with no warning.  It's not as if I was jumping around...

How do you get someone 57 years of age diagnosed.  My brother is 56 and going 57 this June.  How can I get him diagnosd without costing money as I am unemployed at the moment and am looking for...

The Coroner called me today on the 3rd month of Smokey's death.  She wanted to know if I wanted a copy of the Coroner's Report and the Autopsy.  I said yes.  They are closing the file on my...

I miss Smokey's sense of humor and his laugh.  We laughed at the weirdest things together.  We could be watching TV and something strike us funny.  We would look at one another and just laugh or...

The heaviness of my soul and spirit for my loss of Smokey (Al) is really hitting me hard today.  It has been almost been three months now.  It is hard to express yourself to someone who has not...

The pain on my heart from losing my husband Smokey weighs a ton and it doesn't seem to want to leave.  I feel pressure on my body from the head and my heart, which is heavy.  The longing for Smokey...

I miss Smokey (Al) like crazy and at times feel like drinking a lot of booze to erase the pain.  Alas, when you drink so much, the next day you have a hangover and still feel the pain.  I don't...

Faith in God has helped with the loss of my husband Smokey.  We were together for ten years.  I think without my faith in God I might not be here anymore.  It is the unbearable loss of not being...

I miss my husband Smokey and it has been three months.  We are supposed to heal.  I wonder how long it takes?  I have been mourning him all day today.  I still am and it is about 8:20 p.m.  Are...

I am missing my husband very much.  It effects my eating and sleeping habits very much.  I am feeling the pain now and it is 10:10 p.m.  I usually go to bed at 11 p.m. but when it hits I don't...