i so lost at poker lol......charlie won...and tracy came in 2nd....and she had never played b4!!! but we had fun...omg tracy had me laughing til i cried...i love that girl...im so lucky to have her as a best friendok ladies and gentlemen...i am so good at bargaining wiht my ED...i just love to think of excuses as to y i cannot eat....i had to go to work...then i had to shower and primp (makeup hair clothes)....cash my check.....and then come home to a house full of people who were there to play poker...and god forbid i eat in front of them...i find it easier to not eat ne thing in front of them rather than eat in front of them and have them comment on what im eating......so needless to say ED won that battle....so lets see...i lost poker and the food battle that rages on inside me....o well...c'est la vie!
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Better luck next week at poker then! I hate eating in front of people too.. I would have done exactly what you did.. That\'s probably the worst advice ever because everything you do, I do, lol.... Sorry hun.
I\'m glad you had fun at poker, but put the brakes on starving ASAP. The longer you go without, the harder it is to eat... Ok, Eeert. Hypocritical lecture coming to a hault... just want you to know I care about you and I thought you might need someone non-ED thoughts to put in you head. *Hugs*
oh geez....you can still show ED who\'s the boss...next time you know your playing poker..tell yourself you need brain food(tuna and stuff)..so you can win at poker...just an idea.....you can still win the battle....don\'t give up..ED sucks....Imagine him in 10 or 20 years down the road...if you don\'t get rid of him..he\'s gonna suck even more....I have noooo idea if that even made sense..Good luck anyway...Jenny
Oops sorry I keep doing that comment thing. So you think you\'re sick?? We have poker night and I said I was a vegetarian, sounds so much better than anorexic, although anorexia is in style I guess, so I got a plate of vegan shit and fed it to McFatFat. She ate it! God help us all. I wish I was a healthy person with great advice but I\'m not. I just love you.
Oops I did it again.. -- Brittany Spears.
I forgot to tell you that your comment about the restaurant McFatFat was funny to me, but that\'s just me. Ha!
it\'s not good you let ED win, is it? i\'m not sure where you stand with gaining/losing weight.