so my 3rd grade crush that i found again on myspace remembered me...and we r talking again! we get along amazingly...and funny thing is...after 11 yrs, he still gives me that warm fuzzy feeling....except only difference this time is that he is feeling it too......!!!...im so worried that my ED is gonna ruin this relationship for me....i dont want to tell him! but the only way for him not to find out about it is to get better....omg im gonna fuck up my new relationship even before it really gets going................this older woman who i have adopted as my grandma lol....found 3 baby kittens who had been abandoned by their mom....and she is taking care of them...i went over there tonight to help play mommy cat...and i feed them with a bottle...they are so frikin precious! and shirley's dog licks the kittens clean...almost like their mom would...lol they may be parentless...but they are not without love!

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I usually don\'t give advice, but I think if I were in your position I would give this some time. To put it bluntly, I don\'t think you need a relationship right now...you need a plan. ?? XOXOXOXO
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yuu getting ahead of yuurself!!
yuu dont have to worry aboout a realtionship yet and yuur ed will not ruin it!!if yuu two do get into a realtionship and he really cared about yuu..the ed would bee no big deal.
but dont stress over that.yuur not there yet.
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Hey girl! Just you enjoy these lush feelings ur getting... Ed normally manages to stamp out any positivity we might feel! SO you enjoy it... Dont worry about telling him... I waited a while b4 discussing it with my boyfriend... he still doesnt quite get it but he wasnt intimidated by it, just pleased I had shared with him... but i only talked when I knew we were going somewhere if that makes sense... I believe in honesty all the way and when you keep backing outa dinner dates you have to expain! X
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Isn\'t it so much fun to play mamma with the babies. We got a little 3 week old puppy at work that we are doing that with.
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That\'s so great that you are talking to your crush and things are going good. Good luck with it.That is a good motivation to get better. I love me some kitties!