had therapy today...told my therapist that i think i wanna do every other weeks appts wiht her when school starts...cuz its kinda a pain in the ass to plan things around that appt....she said taht every other week probably wouldnt be beneficial to me....and that perhaps i should think about taking a semester off from therapy...i think that this a good idea...but im scared to tell my parents...cuz therapy has changed my behavior yet...and i feel like the only reason i go is to make it look like im working on my issues....when really im not....again, it's all superficial and for showafter therapy, i took my BFF tracy to go see the baby kitties....and i have the magic touch with them i swear...they were all crying...so i held one of them and he went to sleep...and the other 2 were still going...so shirley handed me another one...and that one also went to sleep...lol maybe they can sense how much i love them....kind of like how dogs can sense when people like themthen Tracy wanted to get some food....so we went to this gas station and she got some lunchables pizza, cheddar fries (the chips), and a code red mtn dew.....and she even bought me something...she bought me fat free wavy lays and a diet pepsi.......when i told her that i wanted the chips she looked at the nutrition facts and was like "ur parents would kill me for buying u these" then she added "if i buy these for u then u have to eat the whole bag" i told her that i would...just over the course of a month...lol...we r having a co ed sleepover at her house (her parents are leaving town) on saturday...and Tracy is gonna serve food that im comfortable with.......god what did i do to be blessed with the best friend anyone could ever ask for?.....i told her that i sometimes feel bad for her...for having a best friend whos not quite right in the head...she rolled her eyes and said shut up melissa, u know i love u....but seriously...i feel bad that we dont do things like go out to eat like friends normally do