alright well today has been hard foodwise...i got pissed off early on in the day...i got up, showered, and left to go to my weekly therapy session..i accidentally left my cell phone at home...wasnt too happy about taht but i can deal.....and then as i was on my way to therapy, there was roadwork and a detour.....so i ended up getting ass over feet lost.....which pissed me off to no end...i made it to my session with 15min left......GRRRRRR!!!!!so yea...while i was in the hospital, my mom gave all of my size 0 and size 1 pants to the salvation army because the therapists said that this was a good idea........well today, i went to the salvation army to see if my pants were there so that i could buy them back...lol...well unfortunataly none of my expensive pants were there!!! god...how many women out there can there be that are a size 1 with a 37" inseam? cmon now seriously!tonight at work, my boss's friend brought her this hideous skirt/jacket set...that was a size 1...and they were joking about it...and my boss was like this thing is so TINY....here missy i bet u could wear it....(and u all know how ED loves the word tiny).....lol we laughed about the ugliness of the suit..while inside of my head, i was wondering if i was skinny, thin, or tiny?!?!?! to me, those are all different things..thin is healthy fit, skinny is scrawny, and tiny is absolutely skinny skinnywell i had an epiphany last night before i fell asleep...i went to 7 different schools before i graduated high school...so i havent kept in touch with my many different friends...i have no idea what they are up to these days....then i thought...omg MYSPACE! so i have already found one of them on there...it was this boy named james who i used to have a mad crush on...we used to flirt like crazy in 3rd grade lol...so i wrote him and told him this...i wonder if he'll remember me...im excited...duh!...how did i not think of this sooner?
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I LOVE myspace! I\'ve found so many friends there too. Sorry to hear your clothes are gone. Hope you have a good day today. Hugs!
I\'m in the process of throwing away all my \"big\" clothes. I\'m tired of looking like a bag lady. I figure when (God forbid or God willing I don\'t know which) I gain my weight back, then I can go shopping. I don\'t know what MY SPACE is exactly, but my daughter uses it a lot. All of her cousins are on it too. I\'m just not that \"hip\" I guess. Peace out ma nizzle. XOXOXOXO
I can so hear ya on the difference in words..thin, skinny, or tiny! Ed looooooves Tiny! Myspace is awesome for those kind of things! Well, now you just have an excuse to go on a shopping spree!
AHHHHHHH stupid ED......ive been throwing up again cause my bf is working later then i get off school so i come home and binge......horrible.....need someone to talk to.....know ive been MIA but are ya still there for me girlie?
I thought the same thing when this girl said to me at work, well you aren\'t gross skinny, but you are thin. I thought, wow, I\'m not going to eat all day now. I felt so stupid that I wasn\'t gross skinny...... I can totally relate there.... I try to not put labels on it anymore because i just get obsessed over it.... Myspace can be great if used properly! I never will.. It\'s not like I have friends lol.... Cheerio.
you should try facebook. Its even better than myspace because its linked through schools.