ok so today was alright...i so set my bff on a date with one of my guy friends......he didnt like her...so i had to break the news to her and i felt bad...cuz he like a guy gave her false hope and said that he'd call her even though he had no intentions of doing so...i told tracy that i was gonna stop setting her up on dates cuz i felt awful about none of them working out...she told me to keep bringing them on...guess shes a glutton for punishmentyea so i just totally made my self a little something to eat..cuz i know my body needs it after no fuel all day....and my sister comes in with her bf and her bf's sister.....and they hung around in the kitchen...so my food just sat and got cold...cuz i cant seem to eat in front of them....=(
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im the same i hate eating infront of people feel like people are watching me,try and eat something soon hope ur ok
I know the feeling. Did you end up eating though?
can you eat in your room?
girl, your smart. i bet with a little thought and effort you could outsmart your ED and it wouldn\'t even know what hit it. (eating at 2am when nobodies looking, closing your eyes....if you can\'t see them, they can\'t see you!). i don\'t know if any of that would actually work, but i can see you trying if it was interesting!
hang in there
I hate eating in front of people too. The only person I can eat in front of is my husband and that still makes me a little uncomfortable. When people see me eat, I\'m just thinking they must think I\'m a fat pig eating all this. Even thhough I am sure they can care less.
Yeah, playing Cupid usually backfires.
I know my body needs fuel, but the price is too high for me now. I can\'t eat (although I did in Hong Kong, but then again I was alone) Thanks for your journal, little buddy. XOXOXO
awh, i never can eat much around people either. even though that is the time when i NEED to eat because i KNOW i won\'t even think of binging in front of someone! i usually just wait until later to eat when i\'m alone, and it turns into a binge because i\'m so hungry..
and things like that with guys happens..but there are plenty more guys around!
That\'s ok... At least you are starting to make yourself a little more food! Those are good steps in the right direction.. As for your friend, like I\'ve always said before, you need to go through many people to find the right one, or at least put yourself out there.