Hi Monster Brat,

No one here is going to understand that Cara... but you do and that's what matters most to me. I love you as I've been telling you for always... and I know you know it. Sometimes I want to put it into words or actions. I miss you... and again I'm telling you things you know.

Sure I'm crying honey... but its ok... I'll be lighting a candle for you in a few minutes... and its not just for you... its for all our loved ones... its for all the family members both on earth and in heaven...

maybe it will be a start on that dream... Let there be peace on earth and let it begin with me... It won't begin with me alone... but I hope I'm a part...

To so many of us... pain is no stranger... but the wonderful thing about sorrow and pain... it can open up our hearts to others...

For me... this moment... and when I light that candle... its for you Cara...
I just want to tell you I love you... one more time.... Mama