Mama I did not celebrate Mother's Day last year... I'm sorry... just because you're on the other side doesn't mean I don't still love you... I do... I always will. I'm doing somewhat better now... but as you know the 22nd of April is the first year mark... Its been a hard year... as you know Cara went to the other side this past year too... and JoAnn my stepsister... remember when we were going to run away from Daddy and Flo's and come live with you... Geri is not doing well... she'll be with you soon... I know you all are doing great... we're doing pretty well mama... we're working on it... The hardest thing for me mama is Cara... I know you know how I feel... so if you could... would you reach out to me tonight... I miss you but I'm glad you don't hurt anymore. I love you mama