And the night time comes
and it fills my empty room
I wait for tomorrow that can never come too soon...
Wishing you were here with me, longing to tell you I love you once more
Wishing doesn't make it so
It will never be like before
And its so lonely here... so lonely here... alone...

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*hugs*
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Elissa, I feel exactly the same, wishing Emile was here so I could hug him and tell him how much I love him. But I am sure they are with us and know we love them. It is so difficult my friend, but we will make it. I am holding you close to my heart and sending you positive and peaceful thoughts. Much luv and hugz, Rea mom of Emile
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Elissa, I too wish Jake was here. But I know he is ok and busy in heaven right now. Cara is with you always. You may not be able to hear her but watch for her signs. That will be her way of saying \"I love you, mom\". Lots of hugs, Jake\'s mom, Kathy
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For the last few weeks I have been experiencing these moments, or flashes, where I just see her so clearly. Like the whole thing has just happened this minute. Then I feel that knot inside me and the hole that is the place in my life where Molly used to live...........
Sometimes I feel like I\'ll never be able to love anything that much again.......
and I\'d trade everything in the world to be with her again.
Maybe that seems shallow. Kind of the inverse of my love for her......
I don\'t know. I just don\'t know..........
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Elissa,
You are really \"on a roll\"! That was a great poem. I loved it.
Take care and hang in there. Love, Betty