oh G-d, what happened?
today is 24 October 2008my jessy passed away on 24 April 2008 today is 6 monthsit feels like it was yesterday - that dreaded trip to the cemetaryit felt like such a long drive..... .... almost like i JUST got home im not really depressedbut i dont want to see people, make conversationi just dont know i just think of my jessy,her life, her joy, our love,and i just think Oh my G-d, what happened to us?!!
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I so understand... I actually hide in the tub one day until the person left my door!!!!! I seriously think I need to maybe get some help...but I just don\'t want to be social or to make small talk! WE HAVE TO DO WHATEVER GETS US THROUGH THE MOMENT, HOUR OR DAY! Sending you hugs, Vera
What you are feeling is perfectly normal..which really makes it very abnormal...just take each second, minute, hour, day as it comes & do what you need to do to make it through NOT what others think you should be doing...you have suffered the greatest lost ever - you have every right to your feelings...the 6 month anniversary of Billy\'s death was my 50th b\'day - luckily everyone honored my wishes that I wanted NO celebration - how could I even think of celebrating??? Hugs, Ann
i\'m praying things get easier as time goes. take it minute by minute. love and hugs, meg