thank you

thank you to you all my very special friends, whom i know i can turn to ANY time of the day or night. thank you for your responses to my journal entries, for caring, for sharing.today i blew up at G-d, i felt so angry at Him.  how could He take my baby from me.i screamed and screamed and cried and cried. then i slept. then i was calm with my other kids. i love you all. i know deep down you are the ONLY ONES who REALLY can relate and know the pain.thank you for being there.thank you all my love, jan

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Sometimes we just need to be angry and cryout in our pain. It does help us to calm those crazy and painful thoughts. It still amazes me that only those that have suffered this horrific loss can truly understand... even those whom we love and adore can not understand the depth of our pain and try to \"fix\" what can not be fixed. Thank you for always being there for us as well... you are a good friend.
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get all the anger out otherwise it\'s just going to eat at you. anger is a stage of greif. it\'s normal and expected and needed. i\'m praying for you. i\'m here for you. love and hugs, meg
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Jan, I\'m happy things are better today and you were able to get some rest. I know how much you love your children. It\'s OK to get a bit impatient and frustrated, you have a full plate. We all walk this road together. Love to you friend. Robin