I don't want to eat. I want to restrict a little. I wish restricting here and there didn't put your body into starvation mode :(  It's not fair. Why do I have to keep eating when I don't feel like it? Sometimes it's just easier to not eat at all from time to time. If I don't have the time, option, want, or whatever to eat, why worry? Just skip the meal. I've skipped a few meals the last 2 weeks...but I want to be healthy and keep losing weight. I'm not gonna let Ana take back control of me....but I want to get to a healthy weight and stay there. My friend said it looked like I was starting to lose again (I had hit a weight-loss Plateau), but I didn't see it. I thought I gained weight. I can only see the numbers on the scale...and the way my clothes fit. If they get looser, I lost weight, if they don't seem much looser, I didn't really lose. That's how I see how big I am. And once I get my stomach flatter, it's really going to be hard to tell.
But I will worry about that when I get to that point. For now, I just want to eat a meal a day....but I can't. I'm in control, and although I want VERY, VERY badly to give in to Ana at least a little, I won't let myself do that.