Scratching the surface :)

I'm doing good :) I talked about some "R" word stuff today in counseling. We are starting to scratch the surface, and I survived it :) It wasn't bad at all. I know it will get more intense, but even still, I'm glad I'm doing this this year :) I'm a survivor, not a victim......I need to live like it. What happened to me was horrible and inhumane....but it DID happen, and it WONT go away. I can't hide it forever. I want to let it go. I'm letting it go.