gimmestrength2008

stupid computer wont let me sign out. bad computer very bad bad baD

well, this thing keeps going off while im making entry. not good so ill make it short. left house finnally today. got eyebrows done. started w/ the corn starch for the rash son is going to work this...

well, this thing keeps going off while im making entry. not good so ill make it short. left house finnally today. got eyebrows done. started w/ the corn starch for the rash son is going to work this...

well, ive been on here for a while. need to cram myself into some pants and go to store. its cold out so i have to were long pants. none of my last yrs fit me of course, so i will were the jogging...

well, found card for nail place. going to go tommorow. going to take aunt to get her pain meds also. still sooo very tired. have to go get something to eat. going to probly eat cereal again, or maybe...

well, i just got out of shower,finnally washed hair. i used some better hair dye this time so it doesnt come out on the towel and clothes as bad. that stuff i used lasrt time, im lucky my hair didnt...

just had a big old honkin hot flash. had to put the a/c on. supposed to go to aunts house today, bet i dont. need to clean house and shower, hope i do at leaste the shower. tryed to clean a little...

well, here i am 9 a.m. on sunday. allways get up early sometimes. had bad night, was up alot to change shirts, a/c, etc... just another night in menapause hell. i feel so alone in this thing. havnt...

well, its friday night. ive been sick for days. feel a little better. need to get out of thes house tonight. its supposed to rain this weekend of course. sis will take me to the store, but i dont...

well, its friday allready. the weeks seem to go by fast. i am still not feeling good at all. still have this cold. son was gone wene got up, been sleeping most of the day. my back is killing me from...

well, i knew i wasnt alone. i went to my little group, tv addiction, and to my surprise, someone else has posted something. i knew icouldnt possibly be the only one. so now ican go tho the group...

well, son came home and was here for a while, then he went out. of course. i should have known. he realy cant aford it. he is just like me wene iwas young unbfortunatly. he has that addictive...

well, i cleaned their house  up a little. found some poop i didnt see earlier, so been cleaning. ready fo a shower and then a nap. hope nobody wants me to go anywere today. its a beautifull day out....

well, i guess i ahve to write entry. got lots of walking yesterday, but went to bbq, and ate some. got up and came here and walked butters. now i need a nap. have to come back tonight to feed him...

well, here i am at my aunts houe. she is very sick. im so knowing im going to get what she has. i relay didnt want to be here. i wish one of her doughters would come and take care of her. i just know...