gimmestrength2008

ya know, for having a pretty big family, i feel very alone. went to the counseler yesterday. it was the first time. i had no idea what to say or do. im going back next monday. once a week i think. i...

well, its friday night again i see., i have 3 people comeing over tonight, one is my sister and one is boyfriend, im so vnervoius aboput it. house is a mess and i dont even care. hope boyfreind is in...

well, im back again. wow two times in one day, thats a record for me. just joined a new group, its called healing together. i love the name. i had no idea there were so many that i didnt even know...

well, another week is apon me. i hate weekdays. i realy hate my life right now. im out of gas in the car, have very few cigs, used my last foodstamps today, dont know how much moore i can take. i...

well, another week is apon me. i hate weekdays. i realy hate my life right now. im out of gas in the car, have very few cigs, used my last foodstamps today, dont know how much moore i can take. i...

well, another week is apon me. i hate weekdays. i realy hate my life right now. im out of gas in the car, have very few cigs, used my last foodstamps today, dont know how much moore i can take. i...

well, another week is apon me. i hate weekdays. i realy hate my life right now. im out of gas in the car, have very few cigs, used my last foodstamps today, dont know how much moore i can take. i...

well. its been three and a half months now since i lost my job. i would like to say that ive been looking but i havnt. after the 4 apps i put in and all the rejection, im just realy scared now....

well here i am with my best friend, this web site. ive been pretty bad lately. havnt even been able to put thoughts together enogh to write in my journal. its very hard to type wene your fingers wont...

well, here i am another month has gone by and i am no better. if anything im alot worse. going to get a female exam tomorow. son is again talking about leaving for gorgia. supposed to be going...

just went to see my new psyciatrist. dont know yet about anything. all me and don do is fight. we never talk, he will not get a job. keeps saying he is leaving, but it is not going to happen. hes...

just went to see my new psyciatrist. dont know yet about anything. all me and don do is fight. we never talk, he will not get a job. keeps saying he is leaving, but it is not going to happen. hes...

hello, my son is going away for a while and taking his computer with him. i wont have a computer anymoore so i wont be able to get on here anynmoore. thanks to everyone who ive made freinds with, i...

well, he left with a new girl he has been talking to online. hes supposed to be back tommorow night. i realy hope he has a good time. i know i am. boyfreind coming over tonight to spend the night....