gimmestrength2008

ok, so i took my xanex mornig dose. should stop shacking in about 10 min. going home today. hope everything is allright there. of course son never called me not once. hes been online the whole time....

well, its about 10:39 am here at sis house. its so quiet here. called in my xanex refill, will be ready wene i get there. i get so nerviuos wene i have to get my meds its so funny. its like something...

well, its about 10:39 am here at sis house. its so quiet here. called in my xanex refill, will be ready wene i get there. i get so nerviuos wene i have to get my meds its so funny. its like something...

well, it went good with  phone call. i know he wants me to go to his mommys house this weekend, oh no, can i handle it, dont think so. good thing im getting my xanex tommorow. hope he doesnt forget...

ok, so i have to call dn at 9:30 about 10 min away. im trying to be calm wene i do call maybe it will go better tonight, hope so . i at leaste feel a little better today. not so nausios. wish i could...

well, its wed. i made it threw the night. im so out of my elimate here. nefue still sleeping. its so quit here. so far not too sick. took the anti nausia pill just to be safe. need to start cleaning...

well, her i am again. i just took my nightly xanex. will feel beter in a little while i hope. its getting late here. i wish i felt better. i dont know how to act, i can get on this all i want to, but...

i realy dont know why he has to be so mean to me sometimes, im just trying to get through the day, dont need his little comments. i know i have to get a job. he doesnt have to tell me that. ever...

well, i finnaly made iit to my sisters house. nefues computer is of course broke since im here. he is letting me use the good computer right now for a while, trying to fix his so he can get back on...

well, i just finished a 10 min pm meditation. now my back hurts so bad. i cant lay flat on the floor cause im so fat now. my back realy hurts. will try next time to sit in a chair. all i kept...

so her i am only had a half a xanex so far today. im low as ussually. dont get them till thurs, so trying to make them last. im so nervious, sick to my stomach, dizzy, the whole nine yards. cant wait...

we4ll, here i am again. bro came today and called aaa to jump me, the guy was a real idiot. he said i needed a new battery, wanted over one hundred for it. so we jumped it and took it to parts store...

we4ll, here i am again. bro came today and called aaa to jump me, the guy was a real idiot. he said i needed a new battery, wanted over one hundred for it. so we jumped it and took it to parts store...

am so uncomfortable, ate a sandwich and about 6 dill pickle slices, it was the pickles that got me. i feel so bad i might be sick. havnt even ate dinner yet. hope i feel better in little while....

well, here i am just watched some george carlin whith sis. hurt my stomach laughing so hard. he will be missed by us. ok, going to sis house from tues morning till thurs morning. i will have my own...