gimmestrength2008

 ok, the sad face is for the cardinals. i hope they win, but they dont look good tonight. they cant catch a ball for nothing. did too much w/ the exwesises today i guess. cause wene i got up from...

well i was right. im not walking properly. im not bending my bad leg at all im walking like a zombi. good for holloween, not so much for all my life. im in pain today, so i did take 2 hydro's. im...

well i had the same bad night. didnt sleep tilll about 3.30 a.m. then took my sleeping pills early even took one and a half. cant get comfortable for nothing at night. i have cramops on top of...

well, so fr so good. im still clinging to that walker for my life. i dont know how long tilll i can do it w/out walker. i think i should go slow. i called the ymca, and you have to be able to get...

well day 4 w/ the walking. it feels so weird so far. im having cramps in places i didnt know i even had. glad i have the pain pills. just took 2 of them. yalked to nurse. she says, dont take them,...

well, its the 3rd day of being able to walk again. i had the wheels on the walker, much better. i get tired very easy. just watched once upon a time, it was good so far. it could be good. im very...

well, its sat night. i walked today. getting cramps. now my hip hurts. had to talke some pain meds and drank the tonic water, the whole nine. not sitting in wheelchair anymoore. it hurts w/ out the...

well, this will be my first day of putting full weight on leg./ i am getting cramps allready. i should have known. i havnt walked on that leg for over 3 months. im still pretty freaked out by all...

well, i went to sergon today. i can put FULL WEIGHT on my leg. yay. it feels so weird, im still scared. but im only a centametor off and i can make it better w/ exersise and walking on it. im so glad...

well, its here. i go to sergon tommorow. sis is taking me. bro in laws bday today. i missed my pyhicatrists call and she is not back tillo monday. so its cold turky for sure. im very aggitated and...

 ya everyone said BE HONEST WITH THE NURSE  SHE WILL GET YOU HELP. ha ha  see what happens when you are honest about things like this. its snow balling into a beg fat thing. im afraid. i dnt want...

well just called b. freind. he was an ass hole. said i said i would call at 10.30, nd i called at 10p.m. instead EWWWW BOIL ME IN OIL. he said i dont want to hurt your feelings, thats when i know he...

yes im truly emmbaresed abvout this prob. nurse came today and i told her im hooked on the hydro's, oxi if i could get them but cant. its so humiliating. its only been 3 months. ive done this to...

cant write now will get back on later.

well my day orf reconing is going to be very soon. allmost out of the hydros and can only get very few oxi's. im very nervoius and i cant sleep and im very mad. mostly at myself. ive went and done...