gimmestrength2008

well, its saturday morning. lost my voice hasnt came back yet. didnt feel up to giong out last night, so i ordered a med pizza and ate the whole thing. i even ate it while laying down watching tv....

ok, well my voice is gone. it got a little better for a while. but now not. feel so bad, i didnt feel up to going out, so i ordered a med pizza. i cant beleive i did that. i cant afford pizza. im...

well, here i am. its the day after thanksgiving. had awsome day yesterday,. so of course things would go to shit. got to see my oldest son for a while yesterday, no wife, she never comes and sees his...

wel, its about 2 a.m. b.f. just left. we all had thanks giving at aunts new place. ist so beautiful over there. its very bitter sweet w/out her hubby and mom. this is going to be the first yr w/ out...

well, im writing this on acually sunday cause its after midnight. b.f. came out we went to stores. he was early as ussuall. i hate that. i was in such a hurry and so confused, i lost my glasses. now...

well, her it is sunday night. havnt done much today. slept of course. have to fast tonight. supposed to be 12 hrs. cant go that long. will go up to 11 p.m. just got back up. will have to get clothes...

i dont know what is going on  w/ me and my amotions. i have been on the brink of  a big cry for about a week now. i know its a long time comeing. i DONT cry EVER. even at the 2 family funerals i...

wel, thats just great. now my dvd player will only play certain dvds. that figures. i dont know whats wrong w/ it. it realy pisses me off when things dont work for me. ok. went to doc on wed. he set...

well. here i am again.son just went out of course. we fought again as ussuall. he is sooo spoiled. he just makes me so mad i cant see strait. i have to getr a handle on my anger., its bad and it...

well, i got up early today. got ready and went to shrink. then went to wallmart. spent a little money that i cant afford. but oh well. paid my rent yay. wasgoing to go to ymca, but got tired. going...

well, i have been busy today. i got up early and went and VOTED yay for me. b.f came over last night and i got my meds and cooked donner. i have been sleeping soo much i had to do something. i didnt...

well, here i am again. son working again for the polls. yay. nefew dictched him doesnt want to do all the walking. son doesnt have that option. he needs the money. he will prob work tommorow and...

well, im going to try this again. had whole entry and then this kicked me off  AGAIN. getting pissed at this thing. dont know what doing wrong. its so sensative. ok, no card game tonight. son is...

well, im going to try this again. had whole entry and then this kicked me off  AGAIN. getting pissed at this thing. dont know what doing wrong. its so sensative. ok, no card game tonight. son is...

stupid computer wont let me sign out. bad computer very bad bad baD