gimmestrength2008

well, it was nice while it lasted. he did day it would go off soon. there is an email saying its overdue. so im trying to get on here realy fast before it goes off. its saturday at about 11a.m. was...

well, got up very early. son left today. i will be able to get on here a little moore. will try to get back on later. have to go get some coffee started. feel bad that i didnt take him to bus...

this stupid computer is not working for me tonight. it is giving me magor anxiaty. i went whith aunt to the ymca and went swimming. it was good. im now a mamber. im so tired. i look so fat in my old...

wait one min have to get a cig be right back.... ok, im back. ive allready taken all my night meds so im pretty messed up right now just sleepy. its been raining and storming here all night. son...

well, so far the appt went better than i thought. i of course gave too much information as ussuall. i wish i would stop that. im allways saying too much or inappropriate things. glad son was there....

well, here i am again. i finnaly went to see my counseler. im not doing well at all. ive backslide big time. i am even a little worse. couldnt go to group today. i cant be in that room with all those...

well, what do ya know we seam to have internet again. its the good faster one to. have been off for so long. i cant stay on now cause son will be home soon and its his, so i will write moore later or...

well, im at my aunts house for a while. im writing in this now while i m at computer. no computer at home right now so i wont be back on for a minutes. will try to get back on at home on monday

i have no idea what is wrong but there is something very wrong w/ this computer. son is going to try to fix tommorow, but i will be offline till it gets fixed. figures, i cant get to any groups and...

i have no idea what is wrong but there is something very wrong w/ this computer. son is going to try to fix tommorow, but i will be offline till it gets fixed. figures, i cant get to any groups and...

this is how i spelled it in my neew group. dont want anyone to be mad cause they cant find it. its under TELAVISION ADDICTION. need to find out how to spell it so i can change it. i think people will...

well, i jsut started a group. its on telavison addiction. i hope people come to it. i just thought there has to be someone on here like me. hope people dont think its dumm or silly. its a big thing...

well, i get to pat myself on the back. sis was here and i almost went w/ her to get candy lots of candy. but i DIDNT. it was such a struggle. i went from yes to no and back to yes. i think im...

well, just woke up from my nice long nap. im still very tired. was going to go out and get some candy but im not. if i dont go now i wont go and i do not need the candy. these letters are so small...

well, this is different. changed the color this is nice. i can read this pretty well. getting off here for  a while so i can eat. will be back on in  alittle while or later on this evening.......