gimmestrength2008

wow i think i fixed the problum. all my alerts and community updates were in w/ my spam. turned filter off. good luck not getting spam. i know how to get rid of spam. as long as i dont open or read...

well  here i am again.son left for maybe the weekend. yay. now i can get on here whenever i want. WOO HOO!!!!! i will be getting on here alot if he stays the weekend. hope he doesnt get his heart...

well, went to n hme yesterday with dn. we enfolled his mom and now he has o tell her she isnt coming home. was out all day yesterday. it was good to get out but very deppressing. i couldnt get on...

well, i think its been an hour. my time is up. hopefully wont be back on later. hands hurt so bad. goodnight and have a pleasant tommorow........

well, im back on here again son still gone so far. i am giving myself one hour on her. i have so much to do. i could stay on all night. my hands allready hurt from the typing. so i have one hour then...

well, im back on here again son still gone so far. i am giving myself one hour on her. i have so much to do. i could stay on all night. my hands allready hurt from the typing. so i have one hour then...

i cant believe this crap has to happen now. i can only stay on here for short time. its just another reason that im so crazd. was planning for a nice uneventfull evening online but NO. i cant even...

well, i did it i left the house today for the first time in about 5 days. had to get up so early and it was very hard. once i was out i felt pretty good. it was cold but sunny. went to herb store and...

well, i did it i left the house today for the first time in about 5 days. had to get up so early and it was very hard. once i was out i felt pretty good. it was cold but sunny. went to herb store and...

boy they realy know how to do it. they put on idol and lost and ncis on the same night. taping idol and ncis, saw the lost last week. its hard for us people withh add like me. have to watch many...

i cant beleive it. finnaly american idol with ELLEN i cant wait. its pretty bad when this is the exitment in my life. ive been waiting for so long. then they have those stupid "GUEST JUDGES"?! who do...

i cant beleive it. finnaly american idol with ELLEN i cant wait. its pretty bad when this is the exitment in my life. ive been waiting for so long. then they have those stupid "GUEST JUDGES"?! who do...

well, this is my last entry for tonight. son will be home soon. i havnt made any freinds yet on here. im very sad and lonely today. took my xanex and stomach pills. i realy hope i can make a freind...

well, here i go again. im very lonely today. its hard to know how to make freinds on here. just got back on but am very rusty. waithing for my shows to come on so i can tape them and watch at my...

well, just looked at old freind list and i dont think they are on here anymoore. i have no freinds on here or in real life. i dont remember how to do the freind thing. im very lonely. its a shame. if...