gimmestrength2008

well, i dont know what it is with me especially latly. at first wene i first lost my job, i realy had way moor confedence than i do right now. i feel  just horible. i feel like a peice of old...

wekk, i did a workout video yesterday night. didnt do anything yet today./ going to go do some light yoga if i can think strait...

i dont know what is happening to me. i am so mad today i cant see stait. have a job interveiw tommorow and i dont even want to go. i hate my life so bad. now it is raining, like i need moore things...

well, here i am at my favorite place. took son to get his shot today and the dumb car overheated. it has never done that before. we just barely made it home. so glad we made it. hope i didnt kill the...

i am so nervoius today. boyfreind coming over have to ask him for moore money. i dont like this at all... will get on here tomorrow night wene i can stay on for a while.. by for now.

well, i think i have finnally lost my mind al together. i have put off everything and now it is all crashing in around me. i dont have a job yet. realy havnt been looking very hard, now all the bills...

well, i completed a entire workout video. i am very proud of myself. my life still sucks, but i am dinda happy that i got threw this one. im going to hurt tomorow. making a pot roast also. hey im...

ok, im back on for a little wile. son is at his one day a week job, so i have  a few hours. i am at a lose as to how to go about even talking to him anymoore. of course, i said the wrong thing again...

well, i just did about 10 min of very light yoga. i feel pretty good that i did it finnally. dont feel too sick. did very light, dont want to get hurt, so hard with all this extra weight. but i did...

well, i just took m to work. he didnt even bother to shave. wene i called him on it, he said, well there trying to get rid of me any way. i just dont know wat im going to do. if he losses sthis job...

well, i just took m to work. he didnt even bother to shave. wene i called him on it, he said, well there trying to get rid of me any way. i just dont know wat im going to do. if he losses sthis job...

well, its about 9:30 pm. he is still at work. thats a good sign. i feel so bad for him. if he could find his way, obviously, im no help. just still so upset about all this i cant think of anything...

just took son to work. he only gets two days this week and they only have him schedualled for one day next week. they are trying to get rid of him and he knows it. his buddy he works with told him...

well, i made i t back home. i'm so glad to be here. maybe thats why i got so sick, just being away from my enviroment. i know nefew didnt realy want me there. i dont balim him. i didnt want to hang...

ok, she will be taking me home pretty soon then i will be there. im so glad. just know son hasnt left apt or checked the mail. hope the cable works..... will get back on here probly on sundaay... ok,...