gimmestrength2008

well, this will be my first day of putting full weight on leg./ i am getting cramps allready. i should have known. i havnt walked on that leg for over 3 months. im still pretty freaked out by all...

well, i went to sergon today. i can put FULL WEIGHT on my leg. yay. it feels so weird, im still scared. but im only a centametor off and i can make it better w/ exersise and walking on it. im so glad...

well, its here. i go to sergon tommorow. sis is taking me. bro in laws bday today. i missed my pyhicatrists call and she is not back tillo monday. so its cold turky for sure. im very aggitated and...

 ya everyone said BE HONEST WITH THE NURSE  SHE WILL GET YOU HELP. ha ha  see what happens when you are honest about things like this. its snow balling into a beg fat thing. im afraid. i dnt want...

well just called b. freind. he was an ass hole. said i said i would call at 10.30, nd i called at 10p.m. instead EWWWW BOIL ME IN OIL. he said i dont want to hurt your feelings, thats when i know he...

yes im truly emmbaresed abvout this prob. nurse came today and i told her im hooked on the hydro's, oxi if i could get them but cant. its so humiliating. its only been 3 months. ive done this to...

cant write now will get back on later.

well my day orf reconing is going to be very soon. allmost out of the hydros and can only get very few oxi's. im very nervoius and i cant sleep and im very mad. mostly at myself. ive went and done...

well im sitting in the computer chair for a while. my stupid behind still hurts, had to lay down AGAIN. didnt realy sleep got up in about an hour. trying to move side to side, but  then it hurts...

well i thought i would have moore to say but seems i realy dontl. social wrker cancelled till next week and nurse wont be here till wed, also not hurting my feelings. wont be on here long at all....

well troday would have been my moms b day. dont know how old she would have been thats bad i know, but i do miss her though i didnt know her well, i wass such a bad teenager and adult wene she was...

well my sis took me to my aunts house today for a couple hrs. it was hard. cant get in house w/out the whelchair right there. there is a step. i stayed for about 3 hrs, and i am eggsausted. didnt...

well i got up  today at  about 9.30 a.m. boy thats early for me at leaste here except wene nurse comming. i was wide awake, so got up and so far , its only 3 p.m. so far i have got a few thing done...

well so far i got hadly no pain and no pain pills. that is very good delivery tonight for pyhic meds then im good to go. did take extra xanex. going to watch a scarry movie w/ bro in law. in high def...

well i slept alot yesterday. then i took last of pain pills except one. saved it for now.  was too chicken to call doc for myself. had sis call for me. they refilled my vicoden but took me off the...