gimmestrength2008

well now i know not to eat before doing my exersises. now have to take tums. think im doiing ok. was abole to get to the reg bathroom again. yay. so ya not much now. moore later. trying to stay up so...

THIS JUST IN NO NAP FOR ME TODAY. DRINKING LOTS OF COFFEE. JUST WATCHED VERY OLD JECYL AND HYDE MOVIE. HA HA not watching any thing about the attacs. its too much it will make me sad. dont want to be...

well its 9.11 again.  i remember that day. went to work and every one was crowding around the tv, knew something happened. thought it was a robbery or something local. it was so unreal, needless to...

well 2 am here i am watching soaps on soap net. everyone is sleeping. i feel PRETTY GOOD.took muscle relaaxer an ddid some light exersises in the lift chair. di some arm stretches to. ok, be right...

well, woke early, tried to go back to sleep. it wasnt happening. so laied there listening to my audio book love it so far. got up at 9.30. toke meds and cant remember if took muscle relaxer. dont...

well im back on for a few. somethig is churning in the stomach. could be doing something soon. woo hoo. this is as reg ive EVER BEEN.i have to work at it and take lots of stuff for it tottally worth....

well, im vwery sleepy today again. got up pretty early, nurse came. stupid foot still swolen. i give up. i cant use any moore pillows than i am. im practicly sleeping upsie down. its not an easy way...

well i wouldnt say im anxooius, i dont know what i feel yet. got up sis sleeping bro n law at dialisis. kinda glad im up this early. got myself a cup o cofee and made me a pb and j all by myself. woo...

well i vsn not seem to get a journal wrotwe here. ive typed and typed, and typed. and then bam it went way it just went away. ive seen some strange things  and ive seen   them. but i dont know...

well i had lots of anxiaty today had to go to my primary doc and my phycatrist. made it . took forever at reg docs office and didnt get everything done  supoposed to be getting a delivery tonight...

well here i am on computer, yay. boyfreinds left about an hour ago. its very cool out yay. nice weather i here. had windows open all day today and it felt great.still cant get myself under any of the...

ya know its weird that right now feeling anxiaty. boyfreind came out and he and bro in law in basememt talking. im finding it very hard to make small talk w/ anyone any moore. why should i be so...

well today so far has been a pretty good day. woke at 9 am and ate then took a pain pill  and waited half hour and then did all my exersises. they were hard. i think im stronger than i realy am...

yes im very frustraited. got the very heavy lift chair in here. felt so good fo about 2 hrs. but guess what im too tall for it. the kind of sergury i had i cant hang my foot  over anything. has to...

had ok night slept good got some new stuff on pod. got up about 9a.m, took all my meds and had egg beaters.  my cough is worse. took some fobitusin dm. hope it works. getting lift chair today...