alantm
Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost
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feel pissed offthe way the turkish girl has just by passed me and i sold an item to someone i know 2 weeks agoi trusted them to pay and they haventnow they egnore me i feel im used and blanked ...
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trying to work out nounpro noun verb ect its so hard !!!its just like random words !!!!
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i went out to another town todayto pass time it hurt walking aroundas it does when im on my feet for longits a strange pain its hard to even explain.it seems to be over a big area i feeling alone...
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the days are long i wake late because i dont want to get up at all days are long because ive stopped not much happens anymore nowhere to go nothing to work on went out to the shops tonight my...
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when im alone i tend to = always look back to louisenow its not that i dont care about the ones here= gone its just the feeling of love is linked to her thats when i first felt that way so its not...
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i just saw a film and i was reminded of the feeling i had when knew a girl and every second i was with her was special time moved to quickly and she would be gone again and i would miss her so much...
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the day ahead im not sure what is happening there maybe mixed up dates for worki think im working sundaybut ive been told saturday the next place i have to work has very bad emotions attached to...
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last night was quite badi felt very lost .i thought a lot about death and the people i had know who diedi thought about dave marshal and that old house he lived in.it was an old barn reallyi had been...
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these nights are becoming very very dead today more of the same normal day washed my car that was new i feel im waiting for something to happenand i know it wont
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getting sick off every thing today in the room i sat looking at stuff on shelfs things id made things i had try to buildthings id bought with an idea to do some thing with it things in cupbords that...
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my days are very simple nowi wake.i eat and i go to my small room and practice moving my legs and i listen to the radio ive seen a few small improvementsbut ive thought that before and it got me no...
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tonight i sent my girlfriend 7 textsshe sent back one short one that is my life 7 to 1 in everything
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im quite difficult for people who know me to deal with.i get lonley but i also drive people away a bit but when i dont ,im to much for them to cope with emotionaly my inside self ,needs more...
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odd day todayit wasnt great more practice most of the day i got nowherelater in the after nooni sat thinking is half my problem really in my head trying to work myself out half trying to say im...
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tryed doing more practice todayi got depressed it was very hard dad was going out on a bike ride he said come along i said no .i felt to lowbut i went in the room and the idiot was back so i said...
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