alantm
Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost
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not doing well today things are very hard and i cant explain it to anyone and no one can see it
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toady was pain full im fed upthings are horrable
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stupid idiot in the house that i neely had a fight withhas just thrown a pc monitor at the wall and stormed out
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looked at the test for teachingand found a site for dyslexic teachers suport and they were all saying they could not be accepted and even if they did have the qualificationsthey could not get work...
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I tryed to talk to 3 people today .it was a bad daynot one of them made time going for help is no use no one cares
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hard to write here i feel like why bother trying turkish girl rang tonightbut it wasnt a feeling of love she just needed a guest for her radio show i felt like she was just trying to book a...
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over the worst of this flulegs still ache i did better at work tonightbecause it was divided in to shorter sections had people saying i should become a teacher againafter my day in the post office...
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on top of all this i dont know how i feel about being left for a while i had what i thought was the things i needed but it all left me in the strangest way,i saw it coming and it walked out right...
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eating is a problemive eaten very little this weekeaten very little over the last 3 days tryed to east a few things tonight but i thew it in the bin and i feel sick from the bit i did eati dont...
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didnt do well at work tonight i hoped i would but i didnt .im still illdont really feel like typing much i have a few problems
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samadian always says let your self fall so i have i cut myself first time in years it hurts a lot the blade i found was far to old
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almost ended up in a fight in my own house this is not what i need i was threatend and this time i cant back down
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im emotionaly damagaed goods .im really fucked upim finnished
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whats wrong with me im crying for no reason
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im in such a mess ,i hate typing here ,,i cant say in words how i feel whats the point
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