im quite difficult for people who know me to deal with.i get lonley but i also drive people away a bit but when i dont ,im to much for them to cope with emotionaly my inside self ,needs more suport than they can cope with so i either lock them out or push them back to start with either way i feel no one can help anyway its a loopthen i get lonley
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hmmmm. i dunno if it\'s a loop. i\'d say a pattern instead.
and i don\'t see the difficult part. sorry. you are not that way.
you are working hard to shift the pattern.
it takes time.
time and patience.
but you are doing good. i can see it.
someone called them \'psychic vampires\' in my journal.
it\'s like that!
people are drawn to you because they know you\'ll give
and give
and give
so they take
and take
and take
just gotta learn to navigate the muddy waters of human connections.
and they are muddy.
you are protecting yourself. that\'s not so horrible.
quite smart, i\'d say.