alantm
Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost
Mood:
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that was today yesterday was awfultoday was a joke while listening to her i didnt say anything its aways like that i know when its point less to say something .if they had any real in tent they...
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this is an awful xmass i cant type how ifeel here anywords i put will not explain it imsick of life fucking me over
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feeling so used and im so stupid i cant even talk to anyone about it
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im now starting to crack.i am so unhappy
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i told people who thought i was an idiot shes coming back in a weeksee she does care i posted pics of us or her to say yes see someone does love me and she is nice and im not worthlesssomeone...
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after 9 months she said she was coming here but no shes not and worse she is coming here but going to live in london so she didnt come back for me at all the feeling that i am just an ad on to...
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i feel alone .i normaly dont and then it kreaps up and i sunddely am last night i didnt want to sleap i wanted to stay up all night so ididnt have to lay there in the dark
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going to bed its very latei wish i could say im going to bed happybut im not i could cry there is nothing tomorrow to look forward to either i wish i could get off this track
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have you ever been somewhere and there was someone elses familyand they accepted you more and made you feel more loved as a stranger than you do with your own family i remenber that happening .it...
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so black and white thinking im having a lot of thoughts theses days about how i am a failurewhat was ? i good at where was i outstanding i did a bit in music but ive been passed by the new...
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things are strange and i dont even have the enrgy to write about it all everything is just becoming everything ive had a few people back up my negative views on how people treat me so at what...
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owww lengs hurt
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everybody died
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today a cd was sent to the house with pics of "my family" or half of it my dads side pics i havent seens before the early ones must go back to 1900 or earlyer all these people i dont know all with...
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decided to shut down outside people dont know doors closing again this time in a more permanent way
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