alantm
Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost
Mood:
Bad
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tonight im feeling bettertonight i had the first positve fleeing in months i went to work but bought a new box of pain killer things before i went i took 3 it says take 2then an hour latter took 2...
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stuff the i thing its not killing anyone screw them
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if i cant be fixed by the end of this month.im out of work i think ill end up on pain killers and antidepressants and thats it im totally screwed i will be sat talking about what i once was as dead...
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tonight was really poor for me i became very down .i thought i was going to cry i tryed to keep out of peoples way so they wouldnt see me
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not sleaping wellmore depressed mornings really everything is unstabel for me right nowleaving friends ,job ,girlfriend, my age ,health ,confidece its hard to cling on to anything i really need to...
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i am alonei am alone i am alone i am alone i am alone i am alone i am alone i am alone i am alone i am alone i am alone i am alone i am alone i am alone i am alone i am alone i am...
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im drunk but at least i dont feel like" that" now i just feel numb last night i did feel like i was going to cut myself a bit just to try and get out of all this stress and i hate to say that...
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looked back in on the SI groupand nothing has changed one girl has made some progressbut i feel sorry for her to post in that swamp of ego & fetish fetish because the way they go on they dont need...
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im becoming invisable fuck it whats new
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wish i wasnt alone today im sick of keeping up this pretence sick of the fight going to bed before i just pass out had enough i hope i dont dream bad things
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ive been up a lot of hours now today has just been so long the schizophrenic in the house i had problems with isstill around he threw his tv at the wall last week he is very very moody and agressive...
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i seem to spend every night falling to pieces its evey day now http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KTLR3zHxnr8
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she rang with a voice that asked questions with no intrestit was more tones of what i can get .i got talked over walked over i saw her on line talking with words of excitment about another he...
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left the si group thing i am waisting my time talking there .i made a relpy about how the group was ment to help people healand it was just followed with lots of people saying there fave way to cut...
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sorry to anyone i may be bugging ive just sat and typed for about 4 hours .i dont normaly go on like this its quite rareim just quite stressed to dayand this is saving me from so much inside stuff...
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