alantm
Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost
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why am i talking about self harm well its something i have had to think aboutfor a lot of years i havent been a self harmer for years ,i had a small fall a while agobut its something you end up...
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http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=EnuMT1DxQek
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i feelso upset i dont want to be alone
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today was stressfulldealing with dessions that are pushing me i didnt eat all day againso i became ill at 5 i made my self eat but still felt ill tonight i made myself eat again i didnt want...
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dispite every thing i said or even thought today i got a call about the jobi said no im not doing it but by the end off the call it seems i will be .i go to see them on wenesday as a job this is...
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im feeling upset
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f ck how long have i had this i thing for :(
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im digging up to much in the SI group .im hurting myself to much talking at this level
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from an si post i just made .I remember the feeling the day i started .it was hard to explain but i got to that stage and it began i thought i could walk away from it easy but i was wrong i have...
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why im talking about SI again i have no idea i feel its a crazy road to even look at
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tomorrow i am turning down the job i could have improved my income lots .i took some new pain killers that were on the tvand judged how well i did on them i went for a run 2 milessomething i...
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have this last day to decide to take this other job but the other job has down points a lot of work away from home staying in poor acomadationthe person running it is very strange to deal with very...
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today a few times i felt i was going to pass outin town .its a long time sicne ive been to townnot sure if its the pain thing i have or the state of mind im in sometimes when i feel distressed the...
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feel like im going to panic
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