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- First of all I want to thank all of the wonderful people who have helped me duri ng these rough years.And here is my advice...It is time for me to move on and live the rest of my life without Brad.Brad wouldive been miserable anyway.He was depressed...
- Brad has been deceased now for 5 years now and the holidays havent always been good to me.Number one...my family is on the east coast and I do not see them often.I cannot afford it since the rent went up in seattle and this Christmas I wont be able...
- i am wondering what the hell i have done wrong because since the death of Brad...peoplehave abandoned me.I think it is because Brad committed suicide and they dont want to hear the detaiils of his death.This is so wrong.I have never discussed any...
- I want everyone to know that the 4th victim of the high school shooting in Marysville,washington has died.He was 15 and the shooters cousin.I am extending my hand of condolence and comfort to all of the victims and their families and friends.My name...
- I want to thank everyone who has been my friend on this site since 2008 or 2009.YOu are very dear friends of mine and my only regret is that I do not know all of you personally.But right now I am going thru a trial of my own doing and i have to...
- There was another high school shooting.This time is was in Washington.It was in the small town of Marysville,which has the casino and a larger Native American poplulation.The shooter was 14 years old.He was upset about his recent break up.So he shot...
- It was 5 years on May 22nd,that my boyfriend of 12 years killed himself and it has been a trauma for me...you see I want to know why.I still ponder this question.Everyday I ask...what did I do wrong? Is it wrong to ask this? Is it wrong to doubt?...
- The therapist told me to move on and I am trying to do that.However,how does one move on? Brads death was a big shock to me and I still cannot get over it.It has been very very hard and i feel so alone.The other day i sat by the bus stop and I put...
- To all i have had a very rough year so far and noone has helped me exceptthe wonderful people here.Why do people desert each other?Why do people turn their backs on you when you really need them? I am in a very bad depression and this is due to the...
- to all who have helped me in the past I want everyone to know that my cat of 16 years died today and I want to thank everyone who has helped me but right now I am very grief stricked.Her death was sudden.I found her deceased on my bed and i have...
- I am going tocome across as being down right nasty.But I have noticed lately that people are avoiding the victims of sudden death and murder and it pisses me off,.I am 66 years old and I have a lot of tragedy in my life and sometimes I wish that...
- I am in a very sad state as of now.The house I am renting is in foreclousure and I dont know where I will be living next.I can stay there until September...but after that who knows and where? ANd I am having right now bad communications problems...
- i am going to come across as being down right nasty.However,I have noticed this since the death of my father in 1987..Once you become a widow or widower today....the rumours and inneudoes start.aND iam speaking from personal experience...This couple...
- Here is a question that I would like to point out and I have noticed this.But do you notice that people intentionally ignore the grieving and this practice is down in the upscale business world.In 1987,I was a clerk typist for a well known bank in...
- I have got another question that I asked the minister and he could not at all answer me.He told me to read The Bible and what I believe isnt of God.But can a cat see the dead? The other day I came home and my cat was staring at the door for quite...