vader
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- My boyfriend of 12 years committed suicide in 2009.We were together for many years and even tho we were not married..I consider myself a widow.I have noticed and seen the ignorant things that people say to uswidows.Some people try.And I mean really...
- On August 1st,2004.,my older brother Frank died.He was 68 and in very poor health.My brother had a hard life...he was special needs and he had to grow up in a time when retardation wasnt understood as it is today.He was very handsome and he taught...
- My name is vader and I am 65 years old.In May of 2009,my boyfriend of 12 years committed suicide and it has been a roller coaster ride since then.But I am finding out that people simply are tongue tied when they learn that someone in your life has...
- I am writing this as part of my inner healing.Brads been dead for 3 years.He was clean and sober for 5 years until he had a relapse and after that I couldnt save him.Back in 2006,noone knew about the aftereffects of meth.Now the rebabs are full in...
- I went to the job interview and it was a diseaster.My cou cilor told methat there would be other people there.But are these people in mourning?I have been in mourning for Brad and others for 3 years..but everyday I plan a different activity to...
- After a series of financial mishaps this year and the ever rising prices in seattle and with all of this I have decided to go back to work part time because of my hearing impairtment I cant work full time.My hearing is really bad and the hearing...
- Brad had a criminal record and was a suspect in a series of rapes in Washington.This was going to be his 3rd offense and he would have been in jail for the rest of his life.For three years....there have been rumors and lies about Brad.I am writing...
- Brad has been dead for three years now and everyday to me is soconfusing.I mean what do i do now? What is there to do?People who knew Brad are surprized he killed himself and some of them,do not what to say.I am in the dark.This is living? But I...
- It has been 3 years since the death of Brad and I still awfuil.But i havedecided to go back to work part time and I have a job interview on the23rd of August.In dont know what it is for....my conduncilro told me about it.Does anyone know how I...
- Every 22nd of the month,I freak out and it is getting worse.Right now I am in grieft therapy and like it or not.....it is not helping me.I find it to be verystressful and i find that I am being overwhelmed with other peoples grieft.This isnt...
- I have to write this column and I wont make any friends here today.But Ihave noticed lately that a lot of people here in seattle and especially in New York have hoof and mouth disease.These people are very nicepeople.Some you may even work with.But...
- My boyfriend of 12 years committed suicde on May 22nd,2009.I found his body in the yard and it was very gruesome.But here is the lastest....Brad had a secret like that I did not know of.He was wanted for rape and wasunder survillance by the Seattle...
- I am writing this column to spread comfort and concern to the peoplewho lost their loved ones in Colorado and all over.Sudden death ispainful.And sometimes there are no explanations.We m ust be strong for the survivors and we must learn to move on...
- First of all I want to thank all of you for your wonderful help during these rough times these past 3 years.But i have got a job interview tomorrow on the 18th of July and this is my first interview in years.I brought a new outfit.I am not wearing...
- I gave away all of Brads clothes and I have changed the message on theanswering machine.It is now in my voice...but how does a person reallyrecover? I am still looking for answers after 3 years.This loneliness isbrutual and even when there is a...