kayrl

wow so i have never felt so alone as i do right now. ive alway's thought about suicide but alway's thought id never do it but some times now it's really hard not to do it. when i took 4 sleeping...

so my 3 sleeping pills hasn't been putting me to sleep as fast as i would like so tonight i took 4 but the bottle say's im only suppost to take 2 and i took 3 this morn so now i have tooken 7 in 24...

are sleeping pills suppost to make you dizzy? cuz mine are. i just take pain reliever extra strength. and i take 3. but the bottle say's to only take 2 but 2 isn't strong enough. but for the past few...

well my friend amanda left yesterday morning at 5am to go to LA. it hasn't fully hit me that they are gone. but every once in a while it does n' then i get really sad n' almost start to cry. i miss...

well camp was fun. we played 4 games the first day n' 3 the second day. But i only got to play 3 out of the 7 cuz i rolled my ankle during the 3rd game so that sucked. i sat out the last game of day...

well im off for a basketball camp for a few day's. it should be fun. were playing about 3 or 4 games a day. we play monday n' tuesday but we'll come home tuesday after our last game. so it will be...

so this is like my favorite song right now! it's called Alway's there in you by The Valli Girls. if you get a chance you should go to youtube n' listen to it. here's the lyrics. Artist: The Valli...

well my friend kerri n' i are still not talking to each other. well we do like once a week. i don't txt her i let her txt me. But i did txt her the other night cuz she hit her head on a car n' got 6...

hey well i forgot to write about how wicked was. it was amazing!!!! i loved it so much!!! if you get a chance you should go and see it!! being in the city was pretty amazing too!! i love the city so...

well right now it's 6:20 am n' im waiting for my friend amanda to come n' pick me up. we are going to chicago to see wicked! i'm really excited. i've been wanting to see this show for like 4 years...

ya throwing away my razors was good but i kind of took up drinking. n' i don't just have like one drink i wish i could just drink one but i can't

o n' i threw away all my razors! omg it was so hard but i did it. n' i'm way proud that i did it!

tonight has sucked!! one of my close friends got in a fight...well we've been fighing alot this summer. she just graduated n' ever since she got out of high school she's been slowly pushing me away....

i feel sick...i just want to talk to someone. i wish amanda wasn't leaving, i'm gonna miss her so much! i feel alone.

well it's 3am right now n' im still awake! ugh i wish i were sleeping right now! i have drill team in the morning at 8 and i know i'll be way tired! i know one reason i can't sleep is because i have...