i'm so tired of going to sleep at 3 i'm tired that the only reason i fall asleep is because i am exausted. i'm tired of being tarrified to go to sleep. i'm scared of alway's thinking that someone is going to come in and hurt me. i'm tired of crying myself to sleep almost every night. i cant take it anymore. i wont hurt myself because i'm too scared but i wish i wasn't i wish i could just end it all. i'm tired of feeling like i'm worth nothing. i want to be loved and i want to feel safe. i just want to be able to sleep and be able to do my school work. i want to be better.
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HONEY, I AM SORRY YOU ARE FEELING THIS WAY...THINKING OF YOU. TAKE CARE
(((((((hugs))))))))
i hope ur seeing someone 4 help with ur thoughts,if not,please seek for help ,someone to talk too,lots of love,thinking of u.x.x.x.
you are totally worth EVERTYTHING.
i love you and you need to remeber that.
i wish i could change this all for you...
You are not worthless and you are loved. I\'m sorry you\'re feeling this way. Don\'t try to end it all. Things are hard now but they can get better. Trust me on that.
I\'m sorry I\'m so late with the comments...catching up...hang in there sweetie...it\'s such a hard thing to feel like you\'re constantly battling against yourself and your inner demons and never quite sure which one is going to win out...you\'re strong through, but it\'s still incredibly exhausting. Just take it a day at a time...is there anything you can do to make you feel safer at night? Sometimes I need to lock extra doors or leave an extra light on...think about it...*HUGS*