MMP1

Mother's Day is a little difficult for me because it marks the anniversary of the last time I spoke with my mom.  When I called her two days later to see how she was enjoying the gift I had gotten...

So I've been off Effexor for about 5 days now.  The electrocuting brain shocks in my head are just awful.  I'm sick of it.  I don't know how long its going to take before it stops.  I've read...

Not happy.  Not sad.  Stuck somewhere in  the middle.Went to a concert with Carolyn and her family last Saturday.  Other than the loud music and flashing strobe lights I enjoyed myself.I really...

All I've done this week is hang two pictures on the wall and grocery shop.  The rest of the time I've stayed in bed.  I REFUSE to go back into depression again.  I'm going to take my resperdal...

Well I went to game night.  It wasn't what I expected.  They weren't playing Monopoly, Uno or Yahtzee.  It was fantasy and role play games - sort of like what they play in the Big Bang Theory, and...

So I'm in a deep sleep and I feel tap, tap, tap on my nose.I'm laying on my side and as my eyes come into focus I see a yellow ball 3 inches from my face.Behind that ball is Penny.  She tilts her...

My probation officer wanted me to go to once a month meetings instead of biweekly.  But after talking a bit, we decided to stick with biweekly just in case I'm heading into a mixed episode.At group...

Well I unpacked a few more boxes and cleaned up the spare room in preparation for my new bookcases.  I think they'll be here this week.  I joined a monthly book club and a monthly game club.  It's...

I literally still have about 100 boxes to unpack from my move into this house 3 years ago.  They are crammed in the garage and back 2 bedrooms.  I don't even know what's in them - Victor had packed...

Omg, Omg, Omg.  A miracle occurred.  I swept and mopped the kitchen floor.  I vacuumed the den, entry and hallway.  I did a load of laundry.  Well it got washed but it never made it to the...

I had every intention of dusting, vacuuming, sweeping and mopping.  Instead I bought furniture.I justified buying furniture by telling myself I'm going to eventually get my refund from my...

Well, I've had two days of this TalkSpace texting therapy. My therapist's name is Amy. It's not instant messaging by any means. She types some questions/ideas, then I see I've got a message in the...

Ok so I'm a crazy cat lady with four cats: Sheldon, Penny, Bernadette & Leonard. (All named after characters in The Big Bang Theory tv show). So, being overweight I thought I'd start walking more and...

Well I downloaded an app today called TalkSpace. Basically you get to text (via the app) your issues to a therapist 24/7 and they get back to you the same day. Sometimes immediately. It's cheaper...

I wrote a posting on the Bipolar Disorder support group discussion board.  I hope to get some responses.  It was long and rambling, and by the time I had finished it I was crying.  I can't...