Lacking Motivation
Well I went to game night. It wasn't what I expected. They weren't playing Monopoly, Uno or Yahtzee. It was fantasy and role play games - sort of like what they play in the Big Bang Theory, and everyone was a nerd, say around mid-thirties. About sixteen guys and only 4 girls. It was awkward at first but I had fun.
The weekend was nice. Victor and I went hiking to Gorman Falls in Colorado Bend State Park. The weather was horrific on the drive up there, but the day of the hike it was great. My legs were killing me afterwards - 3 mile roundtrip uphill both ways. We ate at Bad Bob's and then went to a winery. I really enjoyed getting out of the house.
Now that I'm home I'm slipping back into a mild depression. I haven't done anything but sleep. I keep telling myself if I could just force myself to do something I would feel better but it hasn't happened. I have pictures to hang, my bedroom to clean, boxes to unpack, furniture to assemble and stuff to return to Amazon. I have zero motivation. I hate this.
The weekend was nice. Victor and I went hiking to Gorman Falls in Colorado Bend State Park. The weather was horrific on the drive up there, but the day of the hike it was great. My legs were killing me afterwards - 3 mile roundtrip uphill both ways. We ate at Bad Bob's and then went to a winery. I really enjoyed getting out of the house.
Now that I'm home I'm slipping back into a mild depression. I haven't done anything but sleep. I keep telling myself if I could just force myself to do something I would feel better but it hasn't happened. I have pictures to hang, my bedroom to clean, boxes to unpack, furniture to assemble and stuff to return to Amazon. I have zero motivation. I hate this.
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