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"We need to make the call even more clear. Peter says, 'Since therefore Christ suffered in the flesh, arm yourselves with the same thought' (1 Peter 4:1). The suffering of Christ is a call for a...

God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; the courage to change the things I can; and wisdom to know the difference.

Last night before be that f-ing chronic pain felt like a hot knife. I took 2 pain meds and was in bed at 7pm. It was still there this morning but less. I haven't taken any pain meds yet today. I'm so...

Well not exactly surprising but my pain meds wore off and the chronic pain started to come back. I just took 2 pain meds to get me through the night. I didn't get my hopes up so I didn't have to be...

So far not too bad today. I took 2 pain meds in the morning and the chronic pain has been, for the most part, kept at bay. Sadly I have been fooled by this devil before but I will take the small...

So we went to Christmas at my aunts and he was a nice day. It was good to see my cousins little kids. I'm amazed that we were all so innocent and happy at one time in our lives. How the hell did we...

Merry Christmas! I've decided to just keep up with the pain meds and pray for the best. I hate taking meds and I worry that I'll end up having to take more and more but maybe I won't.Maybe the docs...

I'm beginning to feel like I may just be broken forever. The chronic pain leads to more mental distress on top of the already existing depression. The pain meds help a bit but not enough. For some...

Sadly the pain is back. It's not terrible but I was hopeing and praying this morning that maybe, just maybe, this would be the day that it ends. Perhaps it will just slowly start to lessen over the...

Perhaps a Christmas miracle but as of right now I'm not feeling too bad :)  My chronic pain seems to be, for the most part, under control. Mentally I have a small feeling of peace. Of course there...

Two Aleve to help dull the chronic pain this evening. I'm praying for a Christmas miracle to help easy this pain without the need to meds. Perhaps someday I will be free of this pain.Mentally I had a...

I did a light 30 minute workout wiht just pushups, stretching and crunches. I also walked the stairs for about 5 minutes. I did feel better mentally after this.My chronic pain issue is still acting...

I woke up feeling a bit lost and sad. The chronic pain is here but not too bad. The fact that I focus on the pain makes it worse. I'm not sure that it will ever go away and I feel as long as it lasts...

Normally I feel a bit better in the evening. Tonight I'm feeling a bit worse. The chronic pain isn't too bad it's just enough to bring me down as I feel it will never go away even though the doc said...

This morning I'm trying to remember happy. I feel okay this morning. The chronic pain is light and I haven't had to taken anything. At this point I'm wondering if I remember how to be happy.I feel...