Chronic Pain is Back 12/26/2013
Well not exactly surprising but my pain meds wore off and the chronic pain started to come back. I just took 2 pain meds to get me through the night. I didn't get my hopes up so I didn't have to be disappointed but to say that I'm not a bit upset would be a lie.
At least it didn't put me over the edge like it has been. A tiny silver lining among a large dark cloud of pain. Will it ever end? Perhaps not. Other people live with all kinds of pain and suffering so why should I be so special?
It's not the chronic pain so much it's the negative way it causes me to react. Small things can push me over the edge...this pain is kind of a big thing. I truly hate being this close to the edge.
I had an almost normal day. I guess that's the best I'm going to get. My good day is the normal persons terrible day. Evenings used to be my only small repreve but now the super fun chronic pain has picked the evenings to start flaring up. I guess it's true...there ain't no rest for the wicked.
At least it didn't put me over the edge like it has been. A tiny silver lining among a large dark cloud of pain. Will it ever end? Perhaps not. Other people live with all kinds of pain and suffering so why should I be so special?
It's not the chronic pain so much it's the negative way it causes me to react. Small things can push me over the edge...this pain is kind of a big thing. I truly hate being this close to the edge.
I had an almost normal day. I guess that's the best I'm going to get. My good day is the normal persons terrible day. Evenings used to be my only small repreve but now the super fun chronic pain has picked the evenings to start flaring up. I guess it's true...there ain't no rest for the wicked.
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