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Maybe things won’t be as bad as I have imagined in my mind. Maybe all the “what ifs” won’t come to pass. Maybe in the end this will have been a good thing overall. Maybe God is trying to...

lunch  Just got back from lunch with Brendan and a couple ladies from marketing. It was nice to get out! It’s sunny and warm today so that helps too! I feel so much better in the afternoon and...

Will I Ever Forgive Myself?  Monday, May 05, 2008 9:53 am  So I had a really nice weekend…except for the usual sad/hopeless feelings! The sad feelings were in the morning (as always!) and some in...

Saturday, May 03, 2008 11:40 AM  I woke up around 7am this morning a bit sad. Mornings have been hard so I guess it’s not unusual. I was worrying about that place again. I just had it in my head...

i don't want to get too excited yet but i think i may be slowly getting better! my mornings are still pretty bad and getting out of bed is really hard but my therapist said to look at it like a...

Stop morning blues?  God I have such a hard time every morning! I wake up everyday with this sick feeling of impending doom. I just want to hide under the sheets and never get up. I have so much to...

And he said unto them..."If a man told God that he wanted most of all to help the suffering world, no matter the price to himself, and God answered and told him what he must do, should the man do as...

Can I enjoy life?  I’ve put myself into what I feel is an awful situation that will not be resolved for several years or longer. I have suffered for 20+ years with anxiety/depression but never as...

i'm just kind of here today. problems at work not of my own doing but i have to try and figure it all out...as always. i'm not really anxious...just a sick feeling in the pit of my stomach. every day...

I cry… I broke down and cried this morning. I cry that I may lose the best girl of my life because my mind is today broken. I cry about how simple my life was and how I ruined that time by trying...

Darkness…  I spent my lunch break lifting and walking the treadmill. Simple activities that used to give me pleasure now feel like impossible unfulfilling chores that must be done. It’s dark and...

Monday April 28th, 2008 7:55 AM  Another miserable morning…Vacation was nice but this damned anxiety/depression once again robbed me of fully enjoying anything. Saturday night was the only time...

DON'T QUIT (Author Unknown) When things go wrong, as they sometimes will, When the road you're trudging seems all uphill, When funds are low and the debts are high, And you want to smile but you have...

Things I have learned from my current (not so good) situation:   God is with us all…I know the anxiety/depression is hard…believe me! I know bad things happen to good people. I also know that I...

so i have my second therapy session at 5pm today. yesterday my doctor gave me prozac and ativar. prozac has been a life saver for my mom as my parents had been dealing with a ton of stress of the...