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I've made some decent progress this morning on the new updates. The stupid chronic pain is still bugging me. What's new?I talked to my friends mom on the phone. She is in the hospital for a foot...

I woke up this mornin with no chronic pain as I have so many times before. As soon as I got up guess what, chronic pain. It's funny when I wake up with no pain it makes me think how amazing it would...

Overall today wasn't too bad. Mentally I'm ok but a bit down because of the chronic pain and the awful weather ahead with snow and below zero temps. Whatever it's not like I would be going out much...

So it's the new year 2014. It's just another day but you would like to think its a possible fresh start. Late last night the chronic pain was actually gone for a short time. It reminded me what...

So the bank and grocery run went well. The pain is mild right now so that is a good thing. I'm going to do a light workout soon. Having some stomach issues but nothing terrible.Cold and snow kind of...

Saying goodbye to 2013 will be a good thing. Actually the year wasn't too bad until after August then it's like my world came crashing down. I guess that is just how life is. It's like a box of...

So the chronic pain hasn't been too bad today but once again it's still there which is a bit demotivating but not unexpected.Overall a decent day considering how bad things have been the last several...

I did about 45 minutes of cardio at lunch today. The chronic pain started acting up about an hour prior to my workout but I did not let it stop me. It bothered me a bit during the workout but I...

So last night and this morning the chronic pain has been at a minimum without and meds. I would like to jump up and down for joy but this nasty demon plays tricks on me. I've had this before only to...

So I did my first real workout with weights in about 6 weeks. I kept it light but it felt good to move again. It reminded me that some pain is actually good pain.The chronic pain feels more like a...

So last night and early this morning the chronic pain was bothering me. I didn't use the pain meds but I used a pain cream that helped a bit. It's some what tolerable currently but it feels like it...

It seems once a day sometimes for a few hours sometimes for a few minutes I get these weird moments of clarity. Why can't I stay in those moments? I imagine this is how normal people feel all of the...

So my mom dropped me off at home today. I feel so ridiculous that my mom has to drive me around. I did drive to Walgreens to pick up some new pain meds but I haven't taken any pain meds for almost 2...

So my goal is to deal with my chronic pain better. If the doctors can't fix me then I have to live with this pain. If I have to live with this pain then I need to tolerate it better.Right now the...

I was able to do a light workout of some pushups and situps. The chronic pain was there but no worse for the workout and mentally I feel a light workout can help my mood slightly.The chronic pain had...