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I have been going down hill it seems over the last week or so. I had a nice weekend but yesterday (Monday) and today have been a nightmare for me. I’m still fighting with that crocked developer to...

God I am having a bad day today! The big demo at work was cancelled….again! It’s like the 5th time already….unreal. I really don’t care but it holds things up….whatever.  I feel like I...

So it’s Monday 4/21/2008 @ 1:40 pm. I’m taking a lunch break and decided to pop a couple thoughts and post a couple of feelings. So I’m having a not so good emotional day today. I find...

i have no idea how or when just yet...but some day (more like some year!) that place will sell!

i have no idea how or when just yet...but some day (more like some year!) that place will sell!

so i had a cold all week and i feel better but my throat still sore and i lost my voice...yuck! i have soooo much going on this weekend! tonight i'm going out with my girfriend and several other...

so my computer crashed this morning and i had to wait as my reinstall went through. now i am waiting for my project install to complete...so i figured i'd add to my journal...why not! i've had a...

so my computer crashed and i'm trying to reinstall. with some time on my hands i found an interesting article. the #5 &#9 sound like me. i made a bad decision and will have to live with the issue...

so it's wednesday today and it's morning which is usually my bad time of the day. i'm not too bad this morning. i still have that underlying....yuck feeling. sometimes it's hard to discribe. it's...

i'm so tired of beating myself up with regret. one bad decision in life and i can't forgive myself...i can't continue to beat myself up over a bad decision. i wish i could make it all go away but...

my original post just got wiped out...yep....my luck right! anyway... Saturday April 12, 2008 was a such a nice day....best in the past 6 months i would say. i took a morning walk, worked out,...

And This, Too, Shall Passby Marilyn MackenzieInspiration comes from many sources. Just wandering outside, drinking in the ever-changing beauty of God’s world around me, oft times inspires me. The...

This Too Shall Pass If I can endure for this minuteWhatever is happening to me,No matter how heavy my heart isOr how dark the moment may be-If I can remain calm and quietWith all the world crashing...

http://www.foundationsforfreedom.net/Topics/AnxietyOA/OA00/OAOverview.html

2 days with 95% no anxiety! making my girlfriend cry snapped my back to reality.....thank God! i think it was the reality check i needed. anxiety is BS........it's an unrealistic response to non-life...