Paulinaakk1
Status: Stressed over everything and nothing. Hate anxiety.
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Tyring to vent really quick. House full of relatives for son's wedding this weekend. Got drug around all day Tues and then to Doc appointment for handicapped neice yesterday. Today supposed to...
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It is dark and supposed to rain the next couple days. I never do well with that. Youngest son has been "lighter" until yesterday when he went quite and dark again. Not sure why. Did see gf...
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Trying a multi vitamin. Don't know why, but watching my youngest son unable to get up in the mornings. My oldest went to the doc once and they told him it was a Vitamin D defiency and he now...
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Been trying so hard this week. Set up times with friends, activities to do. Talk to people and keep busy.Knew I would be lonely after Joey's grad. Been doing pretty good in spite of worries...
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Son didn't getup for work this morning. Looked to see and he was up talking to girlfriend until 1am. Worried that might happen. But unfortunately I saw a piece of their conversation and he is...
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Prayers said today for my children that the women in their lives prove to be the ones they are meant to spend a lifetime with.All three of my boys have fallen so hard so fast. Two with the first...
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Sigh. Fight with youngest son last night. He is angry because we are being nice to his girlfriend. Girlfriend has been "friend" for 6 years now. Officially became girlfriend yesterday. ...
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Freaking out last night and more this morning. Just too much change. Youngest announced last night girl who lives 50 miles south of us is now his girlfriend. Wonder if I will ever see him...
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What a miserable weekend. My middle son moved out last Wednesday and I have been trying to deal with the emotions from that and get his room cleaned up so relatives coming on Wednesday can stay in...
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So my middle son is now gone. It is really weird without him. I have two bedrooms downstairs and they are now both empty. I know we had to buy a big enough house to fit our family at the...
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The last week has been filled with just too many conflicts, trimuphs and heartaches to even write how I feel. I am so at sea. Happy, sad, hopeful, fearful, sick, angry, frustrated, grieving... I...
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So tired of it. Found my son with his Gameboy in his bed again. So against the rules. Got mad at him, but he is mad at me. Why well I took the game out of the Gameboy without doing it right...
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I am going to be grateful today. Although my weekend had some minor bumps overall it went well.I survived my birthday, always a little awkward, but everyone came to dinner, which I wasn't...
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So back from the doc and what a waste of time. Ran a test for what I went in for and test came back fine. Has happened twice, but not happening now so they don't know. Come back if it happens...
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Have felt off 4 days in the last week so decided to go to the doctor I felt so bad on Monday. Of course I am alternating feeling good and bad and am once again feeling better. Not sure what to...
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