Paulinaakk1
Status: Stressed over everything and nothing. Hate anxiety.
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Ok positive, positive, positiveThankful I was vey very productive yesterday. I finished all but one thing on my to do list and finished 3 other things that weren't on the list that I ran into...
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So much harder today as not a good day yesterday. Youngest said he would fill out a job app and didn't. Hubby off and didn't do much. Rewashed sheets I'd just washed and took down some of the...
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I have set myself a goal to write 1-3 things I am thankful for daily. Try to focus on the positives for a change. I am behind since I had no internet this weekend so I have two days to...
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internet provoder turned me off. just wanted to say hope everyone had a good halloween and to those who lost their friend beenthinking of you. youngest son saw his girlfriend fri and sat. made...
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Well will see what this day brings. Youngest son in a mood last night. Girlfriend not online and oldest son offered to pick up girlfriend and bring her over tonight last week. Well didn't...
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It has been a week since my fight with the youngest. Feel like I have gone no where. I woke up at 4am with just a panic attack as I know we are going to have to fight again. I hate...
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So what to do. My oldest son mentioned getting the youngest's girlfriend for Halloween. That would be nice, but we have to drive her all the way back home afterwards and he gets to see...
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So Day 3 and 4 over and didn't do so well. He got to see his girlfriend on Friday and turned back into my sweet little boy. He smiled and made jokes and hugged me. Sigh. He asked if we could...
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Yesterday was hard. My son did not tell me good bye when I left for work. I did not force the issue just walked away and cried all the way to work. Major crying jag headache all day. Came...
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Waves of depression today. Fall out from yesterday's fight with son. I alternate between feeling numb and feeling like crying until I die.It feels so final this time. Like never before. When...
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So I tried to talk to my youngest about a job today. Tried last month and got told he didn't appreciate being pushed and to stop.It has been a month and his current job is seasonal and ends next...
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So last night I was happy. Got good news yesterday and today I am off work until 5pm and will have the house to myself for a few hours without my youngest son sulking about on video games and...
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I have been doing so well. A little upset now and then, but this morning my heart is pounding and I am all upset.Wish I understood why. I know I am feeling like I don't belong again and no one...
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Sigh.New priest and I was so hoping he would be good. Instead he says how can you have a spirituality without a religion. He said to do so was selfish as then you get to set your own rules. And...
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No time at all as so much drama. The elopement got cancelled on Tuesday. Was the girl's idea, and she got cold feet. My son is so so angry with her. It is sad. I tried to tell him the whole...
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